I just feel that I tried to talk and listen to you, but did not know why things turned out so ugly. Actually no mood to eat lunch / dinner. But today is my mum birthday, and I don't wish to behave this way. I tried to forget the incident and saw your sms thus decided to eat lunch and have dinner with parents.
I really find it odd that how come nowadays my things just goes missing so frequently. Am I really that careless? Since when did I become so silly? Am I too engrossed in other things that I just lose touch of the things around me? Anyway today did some research, hopefully tml I can share them with you. And I really hope it can help you a little since that's all I could really do literally. I'm really afraid, wishing for just a hug from you.
I really missed you. But I know you have been tired, busy and lot's of things happening. All I could do is to control my emotions and let you have time for yourself. I'm so confused. A part of me really happy and looking forward to meeting you. But a small part of me just keep worrying that after meeting me, it would be too rush for you and not having enough rest. Sigh. I'm starting work this Monday, and I really don't know what's going to happen and what to expect. Just hope everything goes smoothly.
Today I realized that I really fail at something. I failed to express myself clearly to you. Making you misunderstand that I tried to aggravate you when you are at this point of time. All I wanted to do is to just listen to you but just something I said and made everything go down the drain, I feel so misunderstood. However, misunderstand is misunderstand. Just remember that I love you and you are the one I want to spend my life with. I will be there for you, by hook or crook. Let the misunderstanding pass and let tml be a better day for both of us.
Sweet dreams smurfy.
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