like u said... they were scars.. meaning permanent damages made already... but no worries dude~ u still have me and your friends to create beauutiful moments to cover up your scars and make you a happier person... although there will always be things to make you remember of things but... try to ignore them... if can't then talk them out to someone close to you lor.. like that u will feel much better de... hope you can rely on us to cover those scars... have a happy day....

- why can't just everyone be nice to anyone, and don't hurt people's heart... -

thanks for all ya concerns~ i am recovering soon~ now i am like able to sit infront of my lappy and blog? so yup ... appetite still not tt good yet... alot of things happened to me for the past few days.. was like nightmare? yup... too much to blog here.. only can say when i get to meet u guys soon~ alright.. now left arm is aching from the injection that took place... take care~ off i go~

- i want to party... but there will always be restrictions... -

head splitting now... really bad headache.. so sad....

been like having cold sweat lor... really bad....

cannnot go play games today haish sry guys =(

hope i can get better soon... omg... go rest ler....

head is really bad now.. get up only like end

of the world! why i end up kana hang over??

- i still believe dreams do come true -

Jenessa~birthday girl~
Jen cutting cake~
Bowling mates~
me ^ jen
me ^ perry

above are pictures taken from Jen birthday~ haha...
these few days have been really busy man!! woohoo~
i think have been 4 days since i have not been eating
well lol... kinda loving my life now lol... cause it
keeps me entertain ~ and forget about most of the
things in my mind hees... know some friends at Jen
birthday then chat chat lor... then drink,MJ,tv....
haha... nv slept for whole day.. now head abit pain
when i cough .. lol.. think got abit of brain damage
lerr.. haha~ tml will be another fun day man!! woohoo~
- u look charming when you are sober, but... -

just woke up... wow yesterday was imense F.U.N man!! haha
went to zouk with Jen ^ Jenny ^ Ru Mei ... then went to have
our chop ler.. then went to eat the Ba Kut Teh~ haha.... We
brought Absolute Mango there.. and drank haha... then at that
point quite strong the effect... then later dance dance like eh
like macham nv drink ... haha... then later saw 2 of my secondary
school friend... then they ask me drink the red red jar of drink
i also dunno what is that i said dun wan.. then they say eh.. dun
like tt leh.. then i like okay.. so i drank.. YUCKS! taste like panadol
sia~ lol.. then later saw BITC mates over there~ lol... they high sia
some were even *ahemm* haha~ yup talk abit with them then we
go ler... 2 of Jen friends went off first then we stayed till like 4am
Managed to get into phuture to get the last some *low low low* haha
Jen super happy... lol hehe... was a fun time spent with u guys man!
hehe... looking forward to our next clubbing session friends~ hehe..


- your movements deceived your inner heart ... -

feeling better.. confirm with Jen i will be going ler...

hope tonight my fever will not come again... anyway

will be bringing along moi medicine just in case...

ha... prepare for the worse man michelle!! haha...

yeah.. i think tonights gonna be real fun man!!!

dad actually allowed me to go.. he say only if

i am feeling okie.. but i think i am feeling fine for now~

this morning woke up feeling much better ler...

hope tonight i can make it for the outing~

hope that the fever will not act up in the night

again.. or else.. i sure cannot tahan... cause i

will be drinking... now stomache still empty..

no appetite to eat anything... hope to let Jen

know my answer asap... sry Jen for the delay..

din really had dinner.. no appetite.. felt like vomiting~

cab home after dinner.. cause felt that i cannot balance

that well... measuerd temperature and was like 38.8 degree~

hai.. fever and thumping is back again... pop 2 pills and

hoping for the best.. hai~ heading to bed to rest ler. cya

- still hoping that at least a sms of concern was from you but... well~ impossible i guess -

blogging from hui qi hse now~ haha.. saw a cat planning

to commit suicide now... shall post the picture up later~

meeting people for dinner later... heard is ajisan..~ cya~

today woke up at 12pm... later meeting Jo at woodlands mrt

to dabao lunch and head off to huiqi house for our meeting ^^

haha hope is a wonderful day ahead for me ... ok off i go to

prepare myself already... hehe... of else i will be late~

- without you, my life ain't very much complete -

good night~ hope you are enjoying ~ haha....

tml is going to be a busy day~ weee~ haha..

-is being friends really a better choice -

alright alot of things happened today... daddy woke me up early
in the morning like 9am? he said mummy was sick.. so i got up and
went to take the car and off we went to see doctor... after that came
home then daddy went to work... i suddenly super headache.. head
has been *thumping* real hard from morning till night... then took my
temperature realize was like 38.6 degree.. poor me... so i took panadol
lor.. me & mummy whole day no eat things.. we were like sleeping till
9? ya lor... sleep for so long.. and i think i slept like got 24 hr? ha...
now head still abit spinning lor.. but i think i am alright bar.. lol.. strong~

~wanted to let tell you that i am sick... but din wan to spoil your mood... so decided not to let you know .. how i wish you could like be by my side and dap me with spongue...~

alright ... think i am calling it a day..... kinda tired~

off to meet my prince charming~ cya guys!! nights

are dreams real ? kinda hope dreams are real...

dreams are believing ... it touched me once....

and it slipped through my own bare hands....

know how saddening it can be? well.. only the

ones who've been through knows.... now every

night i am looking forward... cause only in that

manner i can be close to him... but in reality?

ha... no possibilities... only silent love is allowed..

even without him knowing... lol... why i end up

always like tt... makes me wonder sometimes...

ps : Dreams are Believing...

random thoughts~ why am i always the one ending up unhappy?

when can i really get my true happiness? or is there even any?

hai~ maybe i shld carry my life with a different prospect.. maybe

i shld really be more outing~ haha... hope daddy allow me to go

out to club ~ looking forward.. gonna try alot of things!! omg!!!

excited~ is the exact word.. maybe i really belong there? dunno

also... might wana give drinking a try... well.. at least i will be happy

for a long period of time.. i guess.... haish...... long term happiness

is what i am searching hard for... hope you guys too ^^

ps : Just some crazy thoughts of mine... hope you are a brand new person ^^

shall head to bed soon~ shall have a sweet dream~

thinking what shld i do tml... any1 free to pei me?

tml then see how bar... might just go for a swim...

any1 wana join me? just tag on moi bloggy ^^

rather bored online today... no one to crap and

chat with moi.. all go out enjoy without me sobx..

haha.... lol.... nah just ignore me.. grumbling ...

ps : Good night everyone~

just back from dinner and chit-chatting.... sat Mar-X today...

this car is really powerful... and SOLID man!!! haha... tml

will definitely be a boring day for me.. cause daddy is going

uncle hse to MJ haish... so i will be there bored!! any one

want to go do something with me or bring me out for a

ride?? haha... alot of things came to me today... making

me feel very bad bad bad.... wonder why people just lyk

tt leh... well.. what can a small me do? i can only hope

for the best for all my friends ^^ and talk to them lor....

nth much i can do though i wanted to do so much....

trying very hard though... haish... maybe wednesday

i go clubbing with Jen bar... dunno haven ask parents

yet.. but i think it will be nice bar!! looking forward~

ps : hope for the best~

just cam back from driving around... daddy went to enjoy life...

later going out to have dinner with his friends... long time no

see them already hehe.. wee.. looking forward... hope i get to

eat something nice man ^^ hehe....

ps : today's another warm day....

This song the lyrics really suit me man... no other song suit me right now...
and this song happen to be "Takes it all" below are the lyrics....
*****************************************************************
I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
***********************************************************

man... after hearing and looking at the lyrics.. hmm... makes me think
.... hope you guys enjoyed this song yeah ^^

just woke up not long ago ... had fun last night hehe ... caught 2 movies haha ... think it is called a movie marathon? haha... well both shows were nice we watched "Disaster Movie" , "Mama Mia" both shows were great the MamaMia show got one part is touching which kinda touched me ... the disaster movie also got one part is like kinda real in my life ... but too bad the ending is not the same as me .. haha.. today dunno why can wake up so early sia!! haha... hope to see you guys soon!!

Came across this very nice picturee ^^ hehe... every one that went for larry birthday

Good morning .... slept from 2 + am till now ( 11.40am ) haha... been super sleepy after coming back from holiday sia... hai... keep sleeping and sleeping hehe... i wan to go out do things!! alot of things to be done!! like go for DENTAL and TRIM my hair cause getting real LONG already hehe... and also go visit my BABY SITTER hehe miss her!! haha... and and and visit JIA HUI haha... must go have lunch with her haha... and also hope to go out with some of my frenzy!! hehe

shall head to bed now bar... shall leave computer on cause friend sending some BIG files over mar... then i cannot tahan already eyes really closing... hehe.. super hungry now... stomach calling for help hehe... but well.. gotta sleep soon hehe.. good night people!! haha... SINGAPORE is a wonderful place to be in =) hehe

wao!! look at the time now... is like 2am already.. haha... tml friends coming to my house for some meeting hehe.. serious~ one i mean hehe... tml going to watch movie also hehe.. i am so sleepy nowadays man.. dunno why also hehe... had a really wonderful holiday haha coming back with a lighter heart!! haha... shall treat everyone much better hehe ... i hope my place can be a good place =) ren ren ba people sry as my house is like ahem.. abit old haha!! think tml will be a nice nice day hehe.. and i bought myself a new slipper haha.. like tt then can wear slipper go swimming ler hhee.... oh yar and i learnt a new dice game haha.. thanks peeps hehe!!

haha finally got time to blog lerr ^^ hehe.. below are the pics taken for the past few events which are larry birthday celebration, holiday in Macau~ hehe...
Dog Race
Me~
Mercedes 3 Door
Money Tree

Part of people who went
Part of people who went
Gold Bar
Hotel Bed





Larry Bd Feast
New Slippers the brown one is mine~
At Tai sam pah
Discussin


Larry Bd Cake 1
Larry Bd Cake 2

Larry Bd Feast

wee~ i am back already haha.... will update alot alot tml haha... kinda tired zzz.... hey people wait for my call yeah ^^ hehe... miss u guys alot alot man!! haha....

good morning! ^^ woke up at 9am.... going to prepare

myself then pack my lagguage hehe... going to

PS later meeting them at 11am ^^ hehe... after that

meeting Jen first haha ^^ gonna chat a whole LOT man!

miss you Jen!! haha... she also going to talk alot lor...

hope we both dun irritate each other =P hehe.......

will be heading to shower now ^^ hehee.. think will

update at night bar tt's if i am still alive haha.. lol

tml shall be a busy day ^^ hehe... will be out whole day man

tml zzz.... then sunday flying off to macau... 17 Sept than will

return lol.. haa... okayy then tml morning gotta wake up and

pack my luggage cause tml then parents are packing i will not

be home that early... hope not too late tml man!! haha.....

till then good night people michelle is heading to bed =)

ps : my wish still remains ^^

just got back from outing haha... watched movie
called "Step Brothers"... and and thats not the
main catch... main thing is is was like omg...
so exposing... i saw the guys NUT!! omg... they
never even censor it lar... wonder if it is real
anot lor.. omg... what is the world becoming to
man!! zz... oh yar we had Swensens for dinner =)
total bill came up to $60 man... ex hor haha....
tml going to wake up real early to pack my bag
since i think tml night going to reach home late...
zzzz... cause no time to pack ler... sunday flying
off in the morning liaox... haha...... gonna miss
you guys!! hehe.. ^^ the happy times we had.....
ps : my wish still remains...

Cheese Sticks (Appetizers)
Crayfish Pasta (Main Course)
Sizzling Ice-cream (Dessert)
KeJun in Negatives...

*snif snif* haha.. now whole house smells of dettol =) so nice smell hehe...

hard work paid off... okayy think later going to bath lerr.. then prepare

to head out to cineleisure already hehe... cya later ^^ dun be late horr...

cleaning house in progress.... any 1 need any cleaning up of your hse??

can call maria at 9******7 haha....... charges are super ex de wor haha...

hees =) i just woke up .. zzz cause mummy called me nia...

if not i would have slept longer already zzz but welll nvm

like someone said if i slept longer i would have become

from a *pig to a dead woman* lol... sounds evil hor haha...

later going out to catch movie and chit chat bar... long time

no see each other already.. haha.. wonder got change anot

haha.... think i am going to talk alot of rubbish man zzz....

later need to clean house then eat lunch then go out weee

haha... ^^ ya and one of my friend going Japan AGAIN!!

ps : my wish will forever be in my birthday wishes

looking forward to the next outing ^^ haa...haa.....

now heading to bed already... lol... someone is having

supper now at chinatown sia.. zzz.. see so lucky lorr

alrites nighty guys!! wana have my beauty sleep soon

hehe... so tml can look better hehe and more awake!!

haha... hope to watch a nice movie soon ^^ ciaos...

ps : hoping to see you in my dream land

^^ back from dinner ler.... think i will get over it

sooner or later so might as well make it soon yeah

guys? haha now everynight like want to drive sia

dunno why haha.... been driving these days to go

out to eat dinner hehe... thanks to all my besties

friends ^^ cannot imagine life without friends man

haha... think that will not be called life bar ^^

thanks to all of you out there again!! i will cherish

each and everyone of you man!! woohooo...

ps : The wish will still remain in my heart...

haha... just back from lunch with dad at

borsh steak house... had sirlion steak

for my lunch... haha... and guess what??

the unlucky me brought harm to the

restaurant... hai... they had power trip

3 times in a row man.... wth.... i super

feel like laughing lor... haha... then daddy

said aiyoo must be u lar girl haha!!!!

now back home alone again hai... miss those

times nia haha..... ^^

dunno why daddy suddenly treat me so good...

he say he now nearby my hse... than say have

lunch with me... lol... kinda scary though..zzzz

anyway gonna change soon =)

guys ... i am fine le ^^ thanks... just dunno why

yesterday will like tt ha... maybe is all my fault

ba....... today wake up feeeling much better ler

so yup u dun needd worry ^^ i bet we like tt alot

people will be happier ^^ so yup shall carry on the

rest of my day with a smile ha..... yup yup

btw good morning guys !

ps : My wish will still remain and carry on

tears are just falling non-stop... hai...

sry din mean anything ... just down...

everything is going down the drain.....

everything is going in the wrong direction...

dunno why this time feeling no energy at

all sia... ha.... guess nth much to post also...

ps : Just hoping for the best =)

no energy left.... sry for all the unhappiness

caused... guess thats all i can say bar ha......

* Shark Tale * is such a nice movie man!!!!

haha... if u know wad i mean *giggle* hehe...

waiting for dinner haha.... gonna have a gr8

dinner ^^ hehe... but tonight gotta pei mummy

cause daddy attending wake.. =( haha......

ps : Love watching movie ...

i think today i shall have a good sleep and

be a good girl ... =) well ... it is impt .....

ps : everything i do, i do it for you

hoping things will turn out fine for you

^^ haha... might be out when u reach home....

well... can contact me on moi hp :) haha. enjoy~

something happened!! haha...

super happy about it!! haha

cya online laters!! :)

michelle is happy today :)

time passes real fast today.....

i bet today i am so gonna have

a good good sleep :) hehe

ps : waiting for you to come online =)

just got back from dinner... had claypot rice....

but something happened and it just made me

super unhappy... fine.... ^^ if i knew it.. i would

not have asked you right? .... so unhappy now...

ps : irritate me and i will bite you!

This is the video i took yesterday!!! watch it super funny!!!
see how James did his magical stunt!!! haha

yesterday had lots of fun :) hehe... went to some
new places and explored roads hehe... i just love
this kinda thrill and excitement hehe.... thanks!! man
haha.... after that went to buy sea hums... total bill=$0.15cents
lol.. haha bet u must be laughing hehe.. me 2 =) haha...
then went to walk walk abit and play at white sands...
cause waiting for Alex haha... so 7.30pm plus we headed
for the main event *prawning* haha... well... in the end
winner = James ( 5 Prawns )
loser = Me & Alex ( 2 Prawns ) Boo.....
haha... so lousy sia we all haha.... diaoss.....
then later went to grill the prawns haha...... and
guess wad? James kinda initiate a power short circuit
haha! omg.. then the whole place no light haha!! then water
pump all no pump ... haha well i can imagine the prawns
in the water gasping for air!! haha... cause the pump
went off like 3-4 times? haha... ok below are the pictures!! enjoy~


James preparing the fresh sea hums...
me^James
My first prawn of the day ^^
James washing the prawns
Prawns bathing...
still bathing~
Alex^James
This is what we used to grill the prawns..
And the guys mischief starts from here...




funny ar James...
see... evil him.. he pluck them out..
James^Alex
me^James
Alex~
Alex^James
Uncle gave us these...
Evil...
Uncle helping us set up the grill
James peeling the prawns... haha...