Year 2014 Updates

Hello!

I am back!

Year 2014 is a brand new year and a brand new start for me. Here is a list of life important matters that we want to accomplish this year.

• Marriage to prepare on 25 Oct 2014.
• New Job, a whole new learning
• The arrival of our new flight end of 2014 or start of 2015
• Baptism 
• Parents to stay with us in our new flat.

Well, we have been together for roughly 3-4 years. Been through good & bad times, known each other deeper and compromises made. Just want to shout out to my 1 n only baby.

* Growing old with you is wonderful!!!, you never fail to irritate me and make me laugh :) * 

Bad ending

Came back, argued with mum. Then went to her room let her say until like shit. wth. returned back to my mum and felt very down. sigh. tell me what last time i not like that lah all this shit. I hear already also feel like just killing myself. I now inside boiling until giddy already. damn it.

Badminton with dear =)

Today had badminton session which i owed dear =) We played for almost 2 hours! It was a hella great time! Great workout for both of us =) After which we went to Expo for the IT fair =) Now back home already, appreciate dear for taking the time to send me home =) So sweet of him despite his tiredness. Dear went to meet his cousin Jonathan for supper and do some catch up =) Hope he is enjoying himself now haha! Let me know when you reach home kay dear =)

Dad found my IC today at the singtel shop. He now kinda angry with me for not going down to check. Well, I called singtel to send email to compass already, but no reply. Damn, but oh well, learnt a lesson, next time just go down settle can already, will really save a lot of trouble.

Currently legs already started to ache and bone pain. Think tml will be worst, he tml sure mock at me argh!!
Now I going to check my new workplace at Aviva near Raffles Place MRT. Will be starting work on 28 Nov this coming Monday at $6.50/hr till end of December. Money roll in to mama!

My charming date for the day <3

I LOST MY IC!

I feel that today I really did well controlling my emotions and not let you see them. I know that if you were to know how I felt, you would have felt worst. I know at this time, my moods,emotions,actions and I should give you more tolerance and understanding. Morning I really tried my very best to control my emotions and feelings. But deep down inside, it was really burning like a flame and ache just so badly. I know you didn't mean to say it, but I do feel it and can't help but feel down too. 

I just feel that I tried to talk and listen to you, but did not know why things turned out so ugly. Actually no mood to eat lunch / dinner. But today is my mum birthday, and I don't wish to behave this way. I tried to forget the incident and saw your sms thus decided to eat lunch and have dinner with parents. 

I really find it odd that how come nowadays my things just goes missing so frequently. Am I really that careless? Since when did I become so silly? Am I too engrossed in other things that I just lose touch of the things around me? Anyway today did some research, hopefully tml I can share them with you. And I really hope it can help you a little since that's all I could really do literally. I'm really afraid, wishing for just a hug from you. 

I really missed you. But I know you have been tired, busy and lot's of things happening. All I could do is to control my emotions and let you have time for yourself. I'm so confused. A part of me really happy and looking forward to meeting you. But a small part of me just keep worrying that after meeting me, it would be too rush for you and not having enough rest. Sigh. I'm starting work this Monday, and I really don't know what's going to happen and what to expect. Just hope everything goes smoothly. 

Today I realized that I really fail at something. I failed to express myself clearly to you. Making you misunderstand that I tried to aggravate you when you are at this point of time. All I wanted to do is to just listen to you but just something I said and made everything go down the drain, I feel so misunderstood. However, misunderstand is misunderstand. Just remember that I love you and you are the one I want to spend my life with. I will be there for you, by hook or crook. Let the misunderstanding pass and let tml be a better day for both of us.

Sweet dreams smurfy. 

Penang Trip was great!

This holiday in Penang  was great! We did lots of wonderful things! wakaka!

This week has been a hectic week for him. Seeing him work till so late, seeing him so tired just kinda breaks my heart. The only thing I can do is to not let him fall sick and giving him enough time for himself and for him to rest. I know it's taxing for him seeing his eyes just tells you everything. Yesterday cooked lunch for him hope he enjoyed it and can at least relax him for just a while also good. Hope you enjoyed the lunch and the chrysanthemum tea =D

Jaslyn found 2 jobs for me. Having a interview at Raffles tml at 10.30. This is for 5 days at $7.50/hr
The other is $6.50/hr but can last me for a month. I need to earn some money! Cash running low haha! Hopefully I can get the job, and I can treat him to a nice buffet dinner for our 17th moniversary =)

counting down

picture says it all, just 9 more days and we are heading to penang for a 6D5N vacation!
can't wait for it to happen! quality time with him is just awesome!

A movie and dance date with boyfriend

met dear after my paper today. we went to catch the movie " the three musketeers " .
we also ddr, i really enjoyed watching him ddr with me and we played basketball, which
he later told me that he is not the ring haha! that made my day like totally!
after movies, dear brought me to eat bak chou mee. the one at his house coffee shop is still
number 1 in my heart! =) Nothing beats that hehe!

Meeting him this saturday, which also marks the end of my exams. so far 3 papers are down.
which left me with just the last paper IHR. going to study for it tml. today i shall just take a break
ps: you are mine!

Nice movie

DDR machine which was a nice experience with dear =)

A good thought turned into a disaster.

Tell me about it. totally speechless already.

Experience the unknown...

25 October 2011 marks the first experience of clubbing with dear & cousins at Rebel. We went for dinner at Mr Curry followed by drinking at yello-jello before clubbing at rebel. I also tried shisha & Flaming Lambo ( dear's treat ). It was intense fun! I really enjoyed the company & the stupid moves haha! Some pictures to bring out the fun atmosphere =)

Changi Sailing Club.
Dear brought me to this club yesterday to have great food + sea breeze and scenery =)
Food was a little bit pricey but definitely worth it for the ambience =)

Mee Goreng of the Seven Seas

Beef Hor Fun

Plain Nan
Very soft and warm

Chicken Masala,
Great Dipping for the nan

28 October 2011,

Thanks for granting us something we were looking forward to =)

We will cherish it !

The smell of exams are drawing near!

I can still remember this song was introduced to me by sharon during NYP days when we were still young and innocent =p Now I finally understood what people say when we grow up, each would have their own life and so on it goes.... Fortunate to have this great friend of mine =) Hearing upon this song, just remind me of those dumb things we did and played together =) Cheers to our 5 years and counting friendship =)

I managed to book sharon on a date on 9 November 2011 =D
A busy gal! Shall catch up more on that day, and now, all the best for both of our exams =)
Fortunate to have a friend just like Sharon LEE GH!!

Weekend was a BLAST!

This weekend was a blast for both of us =) We attended linus korkor church wedding on saturday!
Sunday was spent more meaningful! We went for New Balance Real Run 2011 in the morning. Followed by Linus & Jillian Church Wedding @ Grand Shanghai which was in the night. I bought the cheong sum that dear chose for me and suit me perfectly =) I also went to do my hair for the night =)
We took alot of poloraid pictures =) This was the best picture of the day for me =) Enjoy ~

Love this shot =D

Today is a wet day!

Morning people! Today is a wet and rainy morning. Yesterday typed notes whole day. Guess it's going to be like this today too. Well at least I'm started, well at least for a little =) He is feeling better today, hope the day goes well for him, so at least he will be a happier person. Sigh... feeling helpless... I'm sorry...

Yesterday had a really bad dream. Very bad. Like what he say, dreams don't come true. But well, I' getting the image out of my head already. Had a good sleep last night =)

I'm off to cook my cauliflower mushroom soup for my lunch then back to typing =) I'm going to drop him a text now =)

He is frustrated...

I tried to cheer him up. But it seems like a wasted try... And his reply was just a "k".. sigh... I guess this meant that he does not want to text me... I can understand, becux he is frustrated. Shall give him some time to cool down. Maybe when he reached home, have his dinner and bath and have some rest he will feel a little better. Just hope he is fine. I also don't know whether to text him or not. Because I also don't want to be a nuisance to him like currently.

Let's just hope that what I'm doing is best. And he will not misunderstand me ignoring him. Please Please let him reach home asap! Hope that maybe a cold shower can chill him down a little. Circle line is so dumb to be doing this during peak hour!

Waiting for parents to be home to have dinner.
PS : I AM A HUNGRY GIRL!!!

collection of new balance race pack day

today headed to hometeam ns @bukit batok to collect our race pack for our second new balance run.

today feels a little cold when i went up and did not see his car. i rushed up the house hoping to wave good bye to him but he was gone... it's really been a long time since he have waited for me to wave to him.. sigh.. i really wonder where those moments went to....

went to Sharon house to pick up Polaroid camera for cousin's wedding... had a little small chat to catch up with Sharon. after that headed to where i am now, in bed blogging this post. he must be tired and fell asleep.. anyway drop him a text already.

i don't know why but when you asked me what happened to me just now, i was trying so hard not to tear. and i managed to. just missed those times. good night my love..

early bird

Good morning world!
Today's going to be a great day, just because I woke up early! Started my day off with writing of notes. Going to complete typing in all my notes that I wrote on paper today! That's my aim! Hope to accomplish it by today!

Friends With Benefit =D

A movie date with bf to watch friends with benefit today =) Lucky to have my lesson end earlier, so that bf need not have to wait too long for me. Else he will feel lonely. Had a nice relaxing dinner and movie with him =) Ever so in love with him! I remember once I asked him something and his reply was like wth! Spoiler la! haha! But it was funny though.. here it goes~

Me: What am I suppose to do to you?
Bf : Set me free!

LOL isn't this hilarious? haha! I deleted my twitter a/c. Felt like it was something that was just not for me. Recently I have been in love with chinese emo songs. I want to sing KBOX! I want to sing it all out! Just pitying those in the same room as me muahaha! Today saw Mr Lee, my softball coach! He still looks good! And he still remembered me and my name! He also added, michelle, nowadays you like never send me happy teacher days sms and happy chinese new year sms already hor! haha! I so paiseh lor! Like erm ya hhaha! Because I used to send him every year, but recently stopped. It's great to meet people who still remember you after all these years. It just meant a lot, well that's me.

Need to get my acer laptop power adapter soon. Lost it in NYP. A taboo place to go. Now it really has unwanted memories! Just days ago, we celebrated with mx his birthday. It was a great time with poly mates. Finally get to meet up with some friends which I really missed out alot. Best thing was that dear was tgt with us too! It was great to see dear can clique with poly mates and enjoy everything too =) It just meant alot. I know it's tough for him, but he put in the effort, because we both agreed that things will be tough and awkward, but we just have to get used to it. And also everything has got their first time don't they?

Exams are coming real soon, hope I can pull it through and have a great holiday with dear. And after that hope to get a part-time job. Something interesting I hope. HAHAX! Learnt a new phrase from the movie today... and that is * emotionally unavailable * ... like wth? got such thing!! haha!

The movie friends with benefit is just full of bed scenes! Gosh! I feel that this movie plot is similar to no string attached.Why nowadays movie all like that one? LOL dear say because they need to teach us to make babies because population becoming lesser hahaha! Every so political and rational haha! SO cute! And not forgetting the popcorn! We finally had popcorn for the first time during movies! haha! Cux is free! haha!! A complete movie experience haha~

Shall head to bed soon~ gotta wake up early tml morning, parents on leave. Gotta have breakie with them. It's been awhile... ciaos~

Yesterday I just had a cup of juice for dinner.

The undelivered message

I'm awake. I didn't forget about the 9am promise. But I was told not to send any sms, I shall just let you know through here. Have a nice day. Will not disturb you for the whole day. You can have a peaceful day without me. Maybe it's really a good thing after all.

I shall change my phone to silent mode. So that I will not have the urge of sms you. Scared irritate you. Shall distant myself from my handphone today.

14 months with him!

Today marks us being together for 14 months. It can be said that these 14 months has not been an easy road for both of us. We have both been through thunderous storms and also rainbow sweet times. What matters most is after each thunderstorm, we understand each other more and also forgive each other. I'm glad for the moments that I could share with him, be it good / bad. This relationship is one of the most valuable thing to me.

Recently, due to my exams and assignments, I have been having less time to spend with him. But I'm glad that he is understanding and accompany me through all these. Recently, bf has young heart haha! Has been playing lan gaming and arcade with his friends. Also he has been indulging with great food and company with his COMRADES! haha! Happy for him.

We are planning for our holiday to Penang which is from 12-17 November. Today we are going to view something important and also going for a swim and have Arnold's for dinner. This shall be our simple celebration for us being together for 14 months and counting!

Wished to live my life with him forever!
Happy 14th month my dear Leslie Toh!!! aka Teewl!

A smurf date with boyfriend!

It was a smurfing great day with dear! Met dear for dinner and headed to Nex to catch our smurf movie (Digital) sounds cool ya! HAHAX! But I still don't see the difference between digital and non digital movies hehe! After that headed home =) It was a smurfing relaxing and enjoyable day!

Sunig 2011 just went by just like that. Overall I bowled really crappy on that day, kind of demoralized over it. Felt that my bowling and spare shooting really need to improve. I need my confidence back! I need those feeeel~ The guys won all events GOLD! Which can see they fought really hard for. Congrats!

Dear brought home-made dinner for me prepared and cooked by Chef Teewl! The meal was awesome =) Along with drinks and salad, made it for me to help me recover faster and also for moral support =) It was really sweet of dear to come all the way down to farrer park and sent me home =) Appreciate it lot lot dear!

And not to mention! Assignments have all ended, now only awaiting for the deadly results to appear!
And also examination dates are round the corner...
24 & 31 Oct, 2,5 Nov

After exams, will be heading to Penang with dear! From 12-17 November hehe! We booked our flight already, now only need to do more research on what to do there and book our hotel too hehe! So looking forward to it with dear!

28 October 2011! A day to remember!

I'm already at rock bottom.
Please be kind.

Happy for boyfriend that he is having a good time =)
Although felt really bad that time is not in my hands now.
Hope to spend more time with him.

A Thursday with car!

Today playing collegiate league at westbowl. It's my 3rd league that I'm playing already. That means 9 games. Hope to qualify =D Today bf is staying in camp =) Miss him so much! Can't wait to catch a glimsp of him on saturday for our movie and dinner with my parents! Yay!

Dinner with bowling mates later on, Presidento and Treasurer~

Tomorrow meeting the girls Sharon, Ruby and Joyce for dinner at Hanabi =)
It's been a long time since the four of us met up =)
It's going to be awesome!

Saw bel yesterday! She is still as cute as ever haha! Enjoy yourself staying in the hostel~ Enjoy while you can! hehe! So good to be young and intelligent! 

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On the other hand, my essays are due next week and test too. Going to be a screwed week for me this week and the week after next! Hope to survive! Been munching alot due to stress and lot's of stress I'm talking about.
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Sunny Saturday at Sentosa!

Great Suntanning session with boyfriend! The sun was great on a saturday afternoon! The weather is with us I can say! Prepared some quick bite for us to fill our stomach, ribena mojito for our drinks and some fruits for us to munch on =) Glad boyfriend enjoyed it and finished up everything! Happppy ^^v!

Also love our beach mat! Used it twice already. Worth the money =D
He said next time if he drive again, I can bring more things yay! A feast! Muahahas!

After which we went to meet poly mates for dinner and the games!
We had a group shot taken too =) Thanks to grace who suggested it hehe!
What a blast for Saturday!

Wraps, Egg Mayo, Mint Pasta

I see only him~

Cool looking dude!

He can really pose! haha!

That's me~

Us~ With our Rays on~

Cool!

Cravingsssss!

Grilled Cheese Sandwich!
I'm so having cravings for it!
Where can I find them?

Bowling & Supper with dear!

Today was so special! Went Safra Yishun and bowled collegiate League for the 2nd time =) Today my bowling was not too bad =) Bowled an average of 175 for 3 games hehe!

Special thing was today!! Dear came and watch me bowl! And after that we went for supper at Thomson Road Prata! Time passes really so fast when I'm with him. Feel so happy to be able to see him after so long! It feels like we have been apart for very long! Missed spending time with him everyday! Lucky to be seeing him tml for dinner =)

Just being with him makes my day already! Love you dear! And thanks for coming down today to see my bowl! It really meant alot =) Sweet dreams dear!

Everyone is getting sick!

Just when I thought my mum was getting better, here comes my dad with cough. Gosh! Why everyone sick? zzz! Went to have dinner at LongHouse and saw Sharon and HongYi there =) Such a coincidence! So dad is going to be on leave tml. So got to fetch mum to work and back from work. Hope everything goes smoothly.

Mr Veg!

This weekend was kind of like a roller coaster. Things really improved for the better. We both understand each other more. Communication. The pool session, the understanding from him and the surprise just to cheer me up. All these will be kept in my heart forever!

Today found out that I will be in the Sunig Training. This means bowling on monday and wednesday nights at Chevrons. Feel happy and sad at the same time. Because this means having lesser dinner with him and also means spending lesser time with him during the weekdays. But this will end on 18 September 2011.

As for now, currently, I have to juggle school, projects, bowling, collegiate league. I really hope I can handle all of them together and still meet him occasionally. Else it would only be weekend already for us.

Loving you always dear!
And you got a nickname! Mr Veg! Haha!

A great weekend spent!

Had a fruitful weekend with him =)
Hope we both have a nice week ahead~

*Inner peace* * Forgive & Forget *

A healthy start to a weekend~

Good morning people! This weekend was a great start! Just had a morning jog with dear =) After that we had breakfast and now preparing to head out!

*Inner peace*

Bowling last night~

Last night went bowling with dear at OCC. We bowled 5 games! I ended up with an injured left rib! During the game till today, whenever I turn or move or any slightest movement, I can feel my left rib aching and painful. Hope it gets better.

Sudden wonder why no matter what we eat, our urine is always shades of yellowish color? Why is it this way? Wonders....

Me & You

We managed to settle our differences and talk things out. Happy that we reached this stage in life. We decided to meet each other halfway. So that it would not be tough on either one of us. I feel that our relationship is getting stronger. Good night and sweet dreams dear!

22nd Birthday Spent With Love Ones =)

I spent my 22nd Birthday with dear and my parents. It was great! Dear specially got a cake for me! That was the best part! It was the cake that I really love! And we had a simple dinner too. It was really terrific! Later that night, learnt how to drive manual car! Muahahax! Overall a damn great day!

Present from Sharon & Joyce

Preparing the cake ^^v

Haha! My dear!

Cake at home

Blow! All at 1 shot!

Cut Cake

Us~

My Family!!!

22nd Birthday Spent with my love ones =)

The fruit cake =)

Nom Nom

Instructor Toh

Wendy's supper!

My New Sports Shoes

In addition, Dear got me a new sports shoes which I love it! Waiting for the first time to use it to match his =) Overall this birthday this year, I can say that I received the most meaningful present from him =) Thanks for spending my birthday with me. Having you by my side is the best present already. Love ya lots!!!