finally able to squeeze out some time to blog. Alot of things had happened lately. Family matters. Hope Ah ma have her last journey of hers happily. I guess there is not much that matters now, except to keep her company in her few moments. Doctor all said that there is nothing much to be done as taking consideration of her old age of 87. Looking at her last night makes me feel very vexed. However, just now, after seeing her, i feel like a load put down, just wana spend more moments with her, well it's tough and kinda sad but well, got to just accept facts. That's just life. But happy that almost everyone came. Think ah ma is happy. Just wish for the best, hope that she can feel comfortable in every moment. Good night ah ma, see you tml.

going to pack bag already, and going to head to malaysia in few hours time ^^...
will update when i get back with pictures!! haha... stay tunnee...

alright another trip is confirmed already....

heading to bangkok on the 17-20 April...

and heading to malaysia in like 8 hours time?

haha... need for speed if rushing towards me~

going for spa, and many more things~ haha..

oh ya and buy chewing gum for *2 tong* haha!

valentine's day will be spent with parents~

now uncle's playing MJ at my house haha...

love the feeling now, so relaxed no need to think

of anything, as free as seagull... and clouds~

wahaha... so happy exam finish already! wee... after i come back from holiday, i am so going to ask friends out man.. hehe... going to enjoy myself haha!! calling out for friends!! hehe... but today paper was very difficult for me, hope i can pass. alright today marks the end of my poly life i mean since everything finish already.. haha.. just only haven know results and haven graduate only hehe... now i shall look out for what i shall do after relaxing~ haha... off to puzzling.

oh my gosh.... after sharon taught me some things, i feel much relieved... but that was also when i know that i really miss out alot of things.. grr... going to study real hard for my last paper. which is like 9 hours away? haha... hope for the best! going to study already. Think shall end my studying at around erm... 2am perhaps? haha... then after paper will be woohoo RELAX!! haha... no lar. After exams i will be going for a short holiday. Come back then do *napha* then after that gotta start planning for my further studies, you see, in life you can nv stop doing things, so the only thing you can do to help yourself, is to keep moving forward. Cause when u move forward, you get to see more things, and life will become more meaningful. alrights, enough already hehe, shall blog more after my last paper haha...

* heard from daddy that i think 2 more short holidays are awaiting for me ^^ *

ended my another paper today~ wee... 2 down one more to go weeeeee!but i had some careless / stupid mistakes i should say haish....but i think the paper was alright~ should be able to pass haha....din expect to see you today, luckily your back was facing me...else i also dunno how to react. seeing your back brings back memories. friday last paper already! haha than a short holiday for me woohoo!

had my first paper today, which means 2 more to go~ ^^ super happy~ haha...

when i entered the exam hall, omg, the feeling of silence-ness came to me.

the feeling of seriousness, tense moments....

i flipped the paper open, saw some questions which i really know,

so happy, haha, except for the programming part, i think the rest was alright.

only know that i did alot of drawing man, luckily i brought my ruler~

thanks buddy ruler~ u did a great help to me!

after paper, chatted with friends for a while and headed home

with my take away lunch~ haha, cabbed home as usual for these days,

cause feeling very lethargic and all, due to all the studying and writing of notes

till my hands are like tired, soar, blisters... not exaggerating here...

okie off to study for adrian exam which is like tml, going sch early tml...

hope i can get all this in my damn head! which memory space is running low...

-random-

while i was packing my things for exam, found out that i really do not have a decent pencil case, what a shame. maybe i should really get one for my future usage~ haha...

*maybe you and me was never meant to last for a lifetime.*

-/random-

15th Day of Chinese New Year?

today dinner will be great~ haha.. mummy say today is 15th night, must eat steamboat. haha... well, it has always been like these all these years hehe... dad is making the soup base now, mum preparing ingredients hehe... i am going to help them eat later hehe, looks like there are alot alot nice food awaiting for me woohoo, i am really in for a great dinner~

today finally touched and started to write Sally's notes... hope i can like study them... currently just like look forward to the drive up to malaysia from like 14 Feb till 18Feb haha... seems like kinda thrilling~ woohoo... heading to bed... nights...

- random -

what if you saw someone that looks like your ex,

with another partner?

will your breath be taken away?

what are the thoughts at that moment,

even though u know it's not him?

omg, i just cannot believe that a person can be so identical...

from the look of the eyes,

just the face itself...

omg... it just reminds me of things..

just dun know is it a sign {good/bad}

- random -

just had a quick bath, heading to meet long time no see friends!!

going to enjoy myself hehe... going to relax myself today~

everything i do today i must feel joyful! must feel light~

going to change and head off to meet Jen ! haha... wait for meee...

*hope i win MJ today =P wish me luckkkkkk* muahahah

have been studying hard these few days... was very happy with some of the results~ hope it lasts though. going for a short drive holiday after my exams~ so which means i will not be in singapore from like after my exams. going to reward myself with some relaxing things.. like maybe some spa, driving, good food. Just went through some old stuffs which i had them in BeiJing, wonder why when i see those things again, feeling are not tt the same, it feels so cold..

* If you have failed something, be strong,

cause i know nth is going to knock you down. *

why i forever like tt one leh? everytime closer to exam i will definetly fall ill one?
haish... since the day i started schooling it has been like tt duno why also...
today i am going to write finish notes for Sally and Lawrence~ hehe... hope i can
do it!! looks like saturday i am up to some good food at Jumbo wee~ haha...
looking forward to what's on the menu hehee!! exams coming omg! *stress*

shitty mood now... i mean real shit!

been having diarhea.. if tts how u spell it.

going to see the doctor soon~ hai.. dunno

what happen also... god bless me...

must have eaten smth really wrong... off

to toilet again ..