done with my comm skills presentations... *phew* haha... just realize that recently people have changed alot.. or maybe i din really realize them changing... kinda sad and also scary... that people can really change very fast... think of it kind of sad... i dunno lor.. just feel very insecure... cause i very sad see people keep changing... hai ... tml got comm skills presentation!! haha .. come and see!! hehe ... lol ... being lame zzz today i was late for my lesson ... haish ... today lab was real fun!! haha... extracted DNA from strawberries hehe.. luckily teacher nv see me nv tie my hair.. cause she say will deduct marks if she catches us not tieing hair up haha... today cooked lunchie for mummy hehe... fried fish and steamed eggs with minced meat for her... had lunch with her before heading to school... sorry edwin for not being able to go for your party.. cause i din managed to finish my slides for my presentation... hehe.. anyway happy birthday!! haha...

ok... heading to bed lerr... nights people!!

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saw u today ... but u din seem to notice me .... but its okay... will

slowly get used to it ... hope that next time when u see me ... you

will take the initiative to talk and chitty chatty with me !! hehe ...

nite nite to you hope u have a nice sleep!! haha...

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today felt like i am back in secondary school where there is like excursions... haha... went to singapore discovery center.. lol... made alot of discovery sia!! haha ... then just did my comm skill the ICA 1 i did it in words.. cause tml then doing ppt prepare for presentation on friday ..zzz damn scard lar!! heng got people to guide me.. else GGfied.. haha... talking to you on msn is so nice! only dunno why ya reply so short short nia ... haha.. lol... talk more leh next time be more enthu abit!! hehe... tml sch starts at 1pm.. so can sleep abit later... hehe... lots of things happened today... dunno how to say also.. just alot lor.. made me realise alot of things... are not going fine...
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i want u to appear fast ... pls? ... before everything fades away ... slowly ....

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had a nice chat just now ... things ain't same anymore... i can really sense it.... kinda sad though.... haha... nth much to say also leh ... just hope i can be happy bar!! cheer up mich!! how can i ever say infront face to face to that person? hai ... someone give me courage!! haha ... shall talk to *063849P* more ler!! cya tml!! nights~ heading to bed ler... before i think again... lalala.....
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why is sleeping such a chore? cause almost everynight i sleep i dream of u in one way or another ... is it a good sign / bad sign ? me myself also dunno ... shall let time tell everything bar.. since i myself also cannot do anything.... sad case ...
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26 Oct ( Sunday )....
went out at around 10am came back at 3am... had alot of fun that day...
hope there is more days like that coming towards me!! hehe....
all the driving~ all the speeding... all the laughter shared with friends~
27 Oct ( Monday )...
all day was spent at home... looking after mummy.. and pei-ing her~
haha... then came housework chores!! omg... poor me... but it is
worth it to exchange for a healthier mummy that can be around me!
28 Oct ( Tuesday )...
school start ler... after a long 3 day break ... kinda hard to tune myself back...
ha... but coming to school is great!! cause got more chance to bum into you...
seeing you ... i dunno leh ... just by looking at you ... dun need to talk also can...
seeing you makes me happier! haha...
* msg to 063849P *
gotta tell you more in my bloggy... u said that i have missed a very good chance... but...
i think there are more to it... u made me think alot... missed my hse bus stop lar!! grr...
well... i think i kinda agreed with you lor... hai... miss the chance cause of my own stubborness..
i think to me now... need a person that is decisive... makes decisions fast... dun dilly dally... if
you know what i mean... faithful ... and kind at heart ... ya lor ... this kind of people also
hard to find ... so sad .... ha ... wei dun scold me after u read this post ya! will update you
more tml!! ha ... hope you have a fine day ahead~
* from 064350K *

- i am confused ... someone give me some directions ? -

saw smth funny today... when waiting for the lift.. saw this person rushing ...

then she waited for the lift .. looked very panicky .. then she suddenly

realised that she did not ZIP!! omg... haha .... and she just ZIP straight

away... without even moving to a corner lar !! omg... yupp.. kk lesson starting ...cya...

Happy 20th Birthday to our dear KeJun !!

wahh.. u old ler.. hit number start with *2*

haha!! hope u enjoy your day out with us

today!! haha... hope your everyday will

be bright as your character & smile :)

all the best to you ^^ hehe.....

felt abit not right tonight... dunno why also... 1 thing happen... and it kinda make me think think think for the whole night... hai... sry guys for not pool-ing with u all.. cause was kinda down today... sry KeJun... everytime when my mind is empty, pictures and things with u kept coming back to my vision... kept playing tricks on me... everytime when my hp rings, i hope is from you.. but i know ... well ... u might have already changed.. hai... what more can i say? ha.. feeling down... oh my gosh ... i am so tired le.. hope to see you real soon !! will you appear infront of me?

heading to bed ler... super shag.. tml got to wake up early.. then after that nth le... hai cya peeps!

- would you be there? you know i can't smile without you ... -

heading to bed ler... tired~ hope i can comfort somewhere else...

can bring me to wonderland? where there is all good people only...

nights to all great people out there... sweet dreams...

- will you be there for me, even if .... yup -

sometimes really wonder... doing all these is for who... does people

really appreciate me? or take me for granted? *pondering* ... is

very tiring for me ... doing so much things ... but end up ... having

to tolerate people's anger ... haish ... maybe my tolerance level must

increase somemore.. if not.... if days continue like tt.. i meant just

get knocked out first before them... din really want to vent out

everything... so left out some details... haish... i must really really...

tolerate more!! come on.. michelle u can do better de... super shag...

well... gotta think it this way.. life always have up and downs... to

make a person a better one... so let this be my fall, and i will climb

up to be a better person... anyway .. there will bound to have more

de.. so must perservere... really glad to have sotong family... and

other true friends that really care for me no matter they are busy

or held up with things... well... thats what i call true friends ~ need

not name out people cause they will know who they are ^^ haha..

- my heart is fragile ... full of emotions ... if there is a chance, pls dun hurt me again -

reached school early ... every tuesday my lesson starts at 10am.. but i will be here like 9plus? haha.. cause daddy go work so fetch me sch early.. haha.. mummy has been recovering well... relieved abit.. sch has been fine.. yesterday sotong family got online gathering but i din manage to go online.. cause ya lor... good girl mar need to do housework!! omg.. got tons of them awaiting for me... i can see them forever calling out for my name man.. haha... drove out lar... on the..

sunday (26 Oct) at night like 10pm? and reached home around 3am.. haha.. soo cool lar so many cars!! here they go ... me ( Nissan Latio ), Joson ( Mazda 3 ), Eddie ( Pick Up / Nissan Sunny ), Norton ( Honda City ), Sam ( Honda Wish )... alot hor haha.. then we first went to

Geylang Lorong 15 ... to eat durian.. oh my gosh!! parking was hell... lucky James saw the parking lot.. haha.. i thought so it was illegle the parking lot.. so he went out... Shermain and grace were helping me to look out as well.. haha... first time doing parallel parking alone!! omg.. so scary haha.. then later went to meet norton cause he reached earlier.. yup.. then Eddie park infront of me.. Joson park beside the durian shop.. omg... he nearly RAM!! into norton car... as in REALLY!!! haha... then after that we went to Yishun dam.. eddie then changed to sunny... cause he say paiseh... but i told him mar.. his is sports car cause is 2 door.. haha... omg.. tell u ar.. his cutting / filtering of lane.. *claps* is super professional man!! is a must try.. haha.. his speed is super fast lar.. haha.. then after that we went to have supper at Jalan Kayu for prata.. then headed home ler.. haha... hope to have another time like tt!! haha... ok... shall update more next time!! hehe... promise to keep it shorter with more pics :) hehe... driving is so fun!!... ok shall tune my brain to school mode!! haha... cya people hope u guys have a nice day ahead~~

- i dreamt of you again ... this time it was different ... totally different ... u text me a msg ... saying the exact song lyrics and telling me what i mean to you ... -

nw taking some time to blog during lesson.... IT3129.....

yesterday was fun... went back after school like 3pm?

then went back help mum do her things... then waited

for daddy to reach home to use his car *evil grin* omg..

now adays keep eyeing on his car haha... then helped

them with some sutffs for today event.. then we went

to have our dinner lor.. total transport count was......

*3 cars, 1 pickup, 1 motobike* like that feeling ^^ super

nice hehe... hope that there will be another outing like

tt... so that i can learn my routed too hehe... mum is

going for her checkup today.. dad's on leave.. to pei her

go.. so yeah.. hope doctor will say everythings fine...

- i shall follow my heart from now onwards -

finally got the time to blog blog blog... people say i mountain tortise cause i told them i no time to use the computer seh... zzz... is like i got so many things awaiting for me to do... time passes freaking fast these few days... done many many things.. that i thought i will not be able to do ... i think i sortta increased the limit to things that i can do within a day... that last time i thought i will not be able to accomplish.. getting kinda used to it already.. haha.. be strong michelle ^^ ... yesterday met up with BITC mates to do some work.. *guilty* man.. unable to join them for so long.. let them do all the work.. but luckily they are understanding people... but also will not take it for granted ... gonna help them as much as possible for these few days... untill everything is over... cause yesterday saw hui qi she like quite tired man... take care people ^^ 1 more day till the exhibition!! Jia You!!! haha... i think after this incident happened, i think i did grow up a little like in my thinking maybe? learnt alot of things... became stronger in my thinking and mentally too.. and also learnt not to take things for granted liaox... always cherish the people b4 you.. cause life is so short and fragile... well.. this blog is like a quiet place for me to input all my happenings... cause is like to place where it listens to me.. with 2 ears open .. love you bloggy^^

ok... i see the tutor coming in liao.. ask me what time start haha... lol..

- everything happens, happens for a reason -

in school now.. using the free computer at the free lab.. haven been blogging for so long already... my mum is now at normal ward already.. so feeling very relieved now.. i must really thank all my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. and R.E.L.A.T.I.V.E.S. for all the comfort, encouragment, support given to me and my family. thank you all so much... as u went through the difficult times with me in my life... will remember you guys.. but i will be very busy these for at least 3 months ... gotta take care of mummy when she comes home like maybe in 8 days time.. got to really take care of her.. make sure she recovers fast... so that she will feel much better... the thing i can say is that the operation duration.. was very hard to pass... you will feel all the emotion, mixed feelings... and every phone call u receive during that period of time will shock u easily... i saw how my mum went through everything bravely because of me and my dad... she really fought the battle bravely.. hope she is recovering fast.. later after school will head straight to hospital to accompany her... dun wan her to feel lonely and scared in the hospital... okay till then bye...

just got back from raffles hospital... later going back again..

can't eleborate more.. no mood to type.. i gotta be strong...

hope the best for the operation tml or day after...

- no matter what, i will accept it sooner or later -

time really fly... realised that i am like hitting 20 soon next year...

cannot play play ler... must start planning liaox... my supervisor

just pop me a question.. asking me to be a development technologist...

well.. jo scope consist of programming and helping out school activites...

pay wise not tt bad too.. but there are alot of things to put into my

consideration... haish.... now like got so many things in mind still...

considering uni... considering jobs... omg.... headache... any advice ?

- if only there is someone beside me now... -

i am heading to my bed ler... tired... but i will wait for smses to come ...

hehe.. so at least know that they are back safely hehe... wow... sound

so fun lar... hehe... hey guys... hope to receive your smses yeah!! so i

can sleep peacefully hehe... wah.. they play 5-10 sia.. i also wan hehe...

yaya.. keep dreaming michelle... wait long long .. :( so sadded hehe...

ok shall go my bed and rest and wait for their smses hehe... take care~

- everytime when u smile to me, you make my heart beat stop for 1 second -

now me blogging from home... the rest are i think like partying away :( sadded.. cannot join them... cry out LOUD!!! haish... sure miss out alot of fun de... bored sia without them online... so sad lar!! grrr... i wan to go go go phuture!!! but i cannot haish... sad life sia... but nvm.. tml got sakura buffet!! hehe... yummy!!

My 6 piece drumlets~
my lunch haha...
the picture that i used to test out the printer...
personal pan pizze ( super supreme )
the new photo printer for my digital camera~

just made my call to pizza hut... i ordered ....

1 personal pan pizza ( Super Supreme )

6 pieces of Spicy Drumlets

so my total bill adds up to $17.44 haha....

super worth it man!! now waiting for my

lunch to arrive haha.. they said 45 mins..

sure arrive earlier de haha... *yummy*

i'm awake~ now craving for pizza hut's pizza and spicy drumlet...

who interested to have them with me? haha... for lunch i mean hehe

ok sleep ler.. nights people

these are the pics taken from my hp.. there are somemore from my hp... there are somemore from hui qi hp.. will upload once i get them from her tml ^^ here comes the painters for today ~~
Hui Qi * Me * James * Grace
Another shot of us! haha...

today woke up at 9.15 am... haha... James ( Daddy ) arrived first then followed by HuiQi( Monkey ) + Grace (Mummy) haha... we painted frames, measured stuffs, experimented designs.. wow i found another new hobby... painting stuffs ... is damn cool and fun lar.. haha... i love it!! then went to compass to have our lunch we had Ajisen... then bought some stuffs at popular and a came across the ear cusion.. for ear piece de.. wanted to get them for someone.. but dunno how to give the someone.. so decided not to get them... hey get them quick before it hurts your ear hor.. ^^ then later headed back home to finish our stuffs... then dad cooked sambal fried rice for us... as Grace left early and James gave her a ride ~ then later we continued our stuffs till like 12.05am i think.. then they left lor... haha... very tired sia!! tml gotta wake up and continue my measurements for 2 more sizes ... i wish my dad allow me to go clubbing again... gonna ask him tml.. hope he say yes.. if not i cannot go with you guys ler :( damn sadded ... lar.. haish... but well no choice ~ hehe.... Jen long time no chat lerr.. miss ya!!!!

now waiting for HuiQi and James to come online before i go sleep so guys!! pls come online~

- you are so near to me, but your heart is so far away -

- let me know what i can do to bring it back to me -

- if you ever wonder off far away, my love for you will guide you back home to me -

ok heading to bed ler cause need alot alot of beauty sleep man!! haven been sleeping alot these few days... tml monkey and mummy will be coming early hehe ^^ so yeah ... means i gotta wake up early so good night people~ tata ... sweet dreams ^^ ... dun sleep too late too ya hehe...

- have a early night so that tml will be a better day -

today woke up at 8.40am... bath and headed to nyp for breakfast with monkey, mummy, mingxiang ... haha we had mac for breakfast hehe... then bump into ruby and eddie~ haha... then we went to sort pics and then pei eddie have lunch.. then headed down to ikea to buy materials woohoo... managed to get some stuffs lor... then we headed to erm... "art friend" i think wah... din know got so many things de... relaly jaw drop sia!! haha... then ermm ... ate dinner and caught a movie with mummy,mingxiang and sam ... heng eddie took the stuffs from us.. if not very ma fan thanks Eddie ! haha... the show House Bunny is super nice ... people out there should go watch it man!! hehe ... think i going to sleep early today bar ... cause tml mummy and monkey coming to my hse for some *art work* man !! hehe.. is gonna be F.U.N haha... okay i go play viwawa lerr ...

today James feel xin ku ... our family shall pamper him haha !!! hope tml he will be fine~

- if you ever wonder off far away, my love will guide you back home to me -

check out my new jacket wor~ haha.. nice anot?? suit me?

ignore the background haha ... got a new jacket hehe...

adds to my collection hehe~ my hand still pain pain leh...

who wan to put medicine for me? haha.. just kidding around~

lol... school starting real soon.. sian i dun wan to go school...

tml meeting friends at nyp ~ wee... excited been a long

time since i have been to that place ler~ haha...
will update more pics tml ^^ haha..

so below are the two pics of me!! haha....


picture 1 haha... this one quite blurr.. so decided to take another one ~

this one nicer hor.. but this one head like abit BIG sia!! haha

heading to bed ler... kinda tired today haha... see the time

i blogging.. is like super early lar.. but i still sleepy dunno why

also hehe... okie lar.. today be daddy girl and sleep early~ haha...

good night people ~ miss ya ~ sweet dreams~ hehe....

- if you ever wonder off far away, my love will guide you back home to me -

Below are the pictures that were taken when we are swimming~ and some of my favorite food hehe... erm... swimming was super fun lar!! haha.. next time we must prepare with more games to play hehe... omg... let the pics do the talking bar!!~~ hehe...

This is my signature noodles~
girl power~
This is 1 of my favorite drink~

tts me over in the middle~

eddie emoing i think~

me^James^Johnson^Joson ( me and the 3 Js )

hey... those feet smells~ haha.. actually i was testing who was scared of *tickle*



owned by feets~~

then they found a new thing to play... body stacking~
me jumping.. ended up hurting my hand and my WATCH!!! *ouch*


nice pic~ heehee... all smile so sweet..

hui qi ^ me

altogether again~
LOL... being funny...
*ahem* guys... where are yr hands at? haha..


well... thats the end of out photo taking session.... photographer --> Grace (mummy)
hehe... she took care of us.. so nv swim~ haha... think tonight will have a good nights sleep! haha.. oh ya thanks for the jacket yeah~ hehe... color combi very nice will wear it to school hehe... but abit tight wor.. so i must slim down hehe... thanks again man!! haha... looking forward to watching bunny house wor~ haha.....
- if you ever wonder off far away, my love will guide you back to me -

heading out soon... the sky like going to rain sia...

shld i bring umbrella? haha.. i think i better bring

hehe... all of us wearing BITC shirt today hehe...

then later walk past people macham like you

know? *darkness falling* hehe... omg... hope i

know where to alight with the bus 70 hehe........

just had a small tiny tiff with mummy... lol.....

better leave hse soon.. b4 it gets worse!! haha....

hope later i get to win in MJ hehe... Jen * Larry

give chance yeah hehe.... oh.. hope it does not

rain else James will have problem haha!!!!

later we will get to see luo tang chicken !! haha...

okok better go liaos else later late kana whack~

cya guys have a gr8 day ahead~~ hehe...

- silently lovin you -

tml going to meet BITC mates~ hehe... going to be fun man...

pure enjoyment for tml haha!! then after that going to Jen

house to play MJ with her mum and larry.... haha... also dunno

when will our meeting end wor... tml i also going to swim... we

going to play the mind game... * HOT vs COLD * haha... pure

torture tml man!! wee... tml gotta wake up real early.. sob...

tml gotta pack bag... pack clothes... and also take alot alot alot

of transport hehe... think going to sit till buttock pain!! hahah...

ok now go head bed ler... although no tired but... must get sleep

tml waking up at 7.30am... oh ya!! gotta go find my BITC shirt~

good night people~ hope you guys have sweet dreams~~

- just want you to know... without you... i will never have a perfect smile -

- sweet dreams my friend ... wonder will i get to pamper you in my dreams? -

me going to head to bed to watch my drama ler... hehe
then shall see when tired then i shall sleep hehe....
now like 3am ler... me still not tired haish.... the
show seems nice man.. at least they can pei me ^^ haha..

ok... good night bar... going to off lappy lerr... cya....

had a super weird dream yesterday... dreamt of you

buying things with me... why u keep appearing in my dreams?
- you are truely worth the wait -

- my eyes will only have your reflections -

- hope in yr later days, you will turn back and take a look at me -

grace ^ huiqi ^ me
leslie ^ james ^ joson
prawn heads...
prawns...

Monopoly game!
Coco pops wif orange juice!

just back from prawning~ hehe... only caught 2 prawns... haha....

took mrt home... miss my last bus... i just knew it!! haha.. so gotta

ask for help... called daddy to pick me up... at yck station... then

later went to buy supper back and eat hehe... ok.. the teams we

randomly chose was.. team 1 ( Grace + Leslie )... team 2 ( Hui Qi + Joson )..

team 3 ( Me + James ) ... haha... team 1 won with respect man!! they

caught a total of 10 prawns!! team 2 was 7 prawns~ then team 3

was *sad* 2 oni... haha... then we bbq the prawns hehe.. quite

tasty cause got *jialiao* the hum that was out bait was also inside

the prawn hehe... tml think i cannot go club.. nv ask dad... but

know answer is no.. confirm de... then need to clean up hse tml...

poor me... *maria* again!! hope to go out with friends soon!!!

before school starts man...zzz i want to watch bunny house!!!

- time waits for no individual .... cherish what you have now -